He parked his car and opted out, got to the store, he bought her a
red night dress and a bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon red wine, some chocolate, an album each of Blues and Country music. He wondered why he couldn’t remember what she
liked. But he convinced himself somehow that he had made a good choice.
When he got home, he punched on the doorbell but didn’t get a reply, pressed twice again but no reply, he pulled at the knob and the door willingly obliged. Wondering if his wife had now lost not just her charm but her memories too, ‘she forgot to lock the door!’ he said within himself. He got in and called but no one responded. He was worried, perhaps she went out somewhere? But that seem unlikely, at least now, there was a time she would shop around for hours trying to get the best ingredient in cooking one of those homemade meals. He wondered where she could be, he had called her earlier in the day to inform her he would be home today.
When he got home, he punched on the doorbell but didn’t get a reply, pressed twice again but no reply, he pulled at the knob and the door willingly obliged. Wondering if his wife had now lost not just her charm but her memories too, ‘she forgot to lock the door!’ he said within himself. He got in and called but no one responded. He was worried, perhaps she went out somewhere? But that seem unlikely, at least now, there was a time she would shop around for hours trying to get the best ingredient in cooking one of those homemade meals. He wondered where she could be, he had called her earlier in the day to inform her he would be home today.
He took some steps towards the centre of the too spacious living
room. He stumbled upon a wrinkly paper
in between the sofa and the centre table, he picked it up simply out of curiosity,
‘she didn’t tidy the living room as well?’ He unwrapped the paper shocked
beyond words. There and back he stared at the wall and paper in his hands. The
piece of paper is a copy of his wedding vow; it had been ripped out of the glass
frame.
It was her Idea that we had it in a large 6 by 7 frame. She hung it
herself in the living room for all to see, the dancing curly fonts on the paper
read,
‘Where we met, there we stood, unafraid to love you, bonded by
these words; we live never to part, together forever as one.’
Those words, it meant so much to her, why would she destroy it, He
had made it for her as a surprise on her 27th birthday. She loved that frame and
hung it high up away from the playful hands of Annie and David their two kids,
away from the curious hands of strangers...”
At this point, I was unwillingly to allow the old man continue,
obviously the old man was a mystic, he was toying with me, he had probed into
my heart to know what Melenie did to the necklace. How was it possible that he knew- could it be that the bedtime
stories of supernatural beings lurking in the night especially during a full moon was
true? Nonsense, I am allowing this man treat me like a little kid, no, am not!
I stared back at the old man, "Sir, you have no...." I paused as soon
as I started; now I could see his face in the light of the night, full of wires
of veins, a cobweb of wrinkles spiraled across probably a once handsome face.
He was peering at my soul, his gaze focused on my eyes, it was as though I was
hoodwinked, his eyes seem to glow, reflecting the twin of the full moon, it
seem he intend to finish what he started that way, I felt an unusual pity, like
the one I once felt years back when I saw Mel cry or sad.
The old man continued, almost wincing, “He moved towards the toilet to see if she was there, before he could knock, he noticed someone spilled a red paint on the floor ‘Oh God! My wife needs a psychiatrist, how can she be painting the tiled walls of the bathroom with a red paint, she is in a worse shape than I had anticipated." In annoyance he pushed the door open not minding if she was there or not. Inside he saw the vessel that poured the paint, in place of a plastic paint bucket he saw his wife, the red paint is her blood.
“He looked in horror, this must be a silly trick, she is
definitely mad, He screamed her name but her body laid there like a used tissue
paper, folded and cold on the tiled toilet floor. ‘Stop it now and get up at once!’
the man screamed repeatedly until he saw a knife beside her blood soaked dress.
She had severed the vein at the wrist of her left hands. to ensure the certainty of her death. She had chosen the bathroom as the death scene to save him the difficulty of mopping any of the rooms after her death,
He couldn't still believe this was real, he bent down and screamed at the
corpse, ‘Why, why this?’ As though she anticipated the question, he saw some
markings on the inner brown carton of the toilet tissue paper, he picked it up with intermittent sobs, written in blue ink in her writing, I loved you as
life, I waited if you'll ever come back home. It was supposed to last, you were supposed to
hold tight. Since you left you never came back, you were my sun until you went down. You left me to time and I wilt. Sorry I ruined your gift, it didn't mean
anything anymore, you were the life it breathes but when you left it died and
so will I. I loved you once, I love you now, so much I need to go before you finally do.
The old man's lips mow staggered, “I was....” The words did not escape
his lips, he tried again but couldn’t proceed. Tears filled his eyes and so did
two or more escape my eyes down my cheeks, he was still gazing, his tears
dazzled like tiny crystal balls in the fully lit moon. He finally had the
strength to continue, "The man sat down to think about what he had read. If
this indeed was a nightmare, this wasn't happening, could it?” ‘Why didn't
she call me? Or say a thing? We could have pulled through; we could have talked
this over.’
These thoughts and questions were racing through his heart when
he remembered his wife's constant nagging and complaints, those were the signs. She said so many
things, he remembered before any argument they had, it was she who did
the talking, they talked but never communicated and he never understood. He was
now weeping, feeling vexed why he didn’t see this coming, but he did. ‘I thought
she had adjusted. Oh……’ as he rose over the corpse to call the cops, he saw the
curtain that demarcated the bathtub from where he stood was stained with blood from
within. He quickly brushed the nylon curtain aside wondering if there was more of any
horrifying surprise....”
“Yes, there was! To his shock, his two teenage kids had been murdered as well, they were
lying there in the bathtub as though they were whispering, ‘Daddy welcome home!’ They were cold and gazing at me, They were dead and I wondered why, why my wife had done
this to me, to them. I cried like an insane man, I screamed, I laughed and I
mourned the loss of these pyramids that formed my world.”
I stared at the man, he was sweating in the cold of the night,
his face was wet, like one who just stumbled out of a nightmare, he had no more
power to gaze, he looked like a child now, perhaps an orphaned child; lonely,
sad, frightened, deserted and lost.
"He never had the strength to live anymore but so didn’t I have the courage to join them there, in death" he said facing the moon as
if he offered his tears as sacrifice to the departed.
“Go home son, love that wife and be thankful for her complaints
and nagging, Oh, Claire! What I would give to hear you nag and complain, to sit
there and smile through our arguments. Go home son, there is no happiness except with her. There is no
heaven out there except emptiness after the fun. You deserve to be happy, yes!
But your happiness should be shared together with her. The gate of adultery is painted in gold but its
chambers are filled with death and bones. Marriage is not an option, she is
not an option, she is a choice and so is your marriage. If you walk out on that commitment, son, you’ll shoulder a universe of emptiness, blackness and
loneliness. But just in case you wish to continue seeking happiness outside your home, look at me,” I stared and he continued,
"I am that man that walked the path, I am the outcome of that
thought, I am the reflection of your future, the history you are going to tell to
a lonely park wanderer someday. If you give up on everything that revolves around her,
your marriage and vow." Those where his last words.
Darkness soon approached to wrap up what the old man started. The
moon struggled to maintain its shine through the dark clouds. The man arose heading into the night, almost immediately out of sight.
I turned, without thinking about all that had transpired between
me and Mel, Oh Mel, my dearest one, I got in the car and drove at top speed,
The thoughts were racing, Mel please don't do anything stupid, God please keep
her safe, grant her the courage to hold on for few more minutes. At the front
of the house I parked leaving the keys behind. I rushed to the door and
banged, shouting, “Mel... Please, open the door. Please let me in...” The old
man’s tale was so much coincidental with my plight, so much I was already seeing pictures of Mel committing suicide. Oh man! I knew I left her in a bad shape. Mel is
going to do something terrible to herself if I didn’t scream. There was no reply
from within, it was silent - I had begun to cry, “Mel please, I beg you
please,” I was sobbing when the door cracked open and I saw Melenie, she was
shocked, she looked at her left and right to be sure I wasn't in danger, I saw
her, she was so beautiful in that dress,
I kissed her before she asked what was wrong. I kissed her over and over saying, “I love you.” She did too saying, “I love you too.” I was a bit surprised she responded but yes she did, I carried her, swirling around with her in my hands saying, “I am sorry please forgive me..”
I kissed her before she asked what was wrong. I kissed her over and over saying, “I love you.” She did too saying, “I love you too.” I was a bit surprised she responded but yes she did, I carried her, swirling around with her in my hands saying, “I am sorry please forgive me..”
"You didn’t offend me what are you saying," I said, “but
I did!” She replied “No! You did not, what is the matter with you?”
I wanted to protest then share my encounter with the old man when it dawned on me that Mel sounded almost like a man. “Mel!” She never ever
sounded like that before, her voice was sweet and it could make any bird sing, something
is wrong.
"Young man you need to get off the bus and snap out of your
hangover, this is the last stop" the old man rattled me in the process
till I raised my head. Before I raised my head he had alighted from the bus. I
had slept off in the bus, through the heavy traffic. It was all a dream, yet so
real, I could swear my lips were wet from kissing Mel. Phew! It was a dream,
oh thank God. I am going to straighten things out with Mel as soon as am home.
What a nightmare!
I stood up, ready to alight from the bus, then I saw a very flat folder bag where the old next to me sat, the kind that contains paper documents. I picked it and quickly jumped down judging the old man had mistakenly left it behind. I tried
to fetch him out with my eyes among the crowd but to no avail, I gave up, but
I would open the leather bag to see if there would be a way to reach him. Yes!
Thank God there was at least one sheet of paper there, weird but it rekindled
the hope in me to return his forgotten item, I cast caring eyes on the neat
paper in search of a phone number or address but to my dismay boldly written
with curly fonts was,
“Just in case, you wish to
continue seeking happiness aside of your home, remember me, I am that man that
walked the path, I am the outcome of that thought, I am the reflection of your
future, the history you are going to tell to a lonely park wanderer someday, if you
give up on everything that revolves around her, your marriage and vow."
I lifted my eyes to see if the old man who had left this was
watching somewhere, at the same time I wondered if my dream was actually real.
My eyes was still probing the crowds when I saw a hand go up in the crowd, then
two fingers was up and then one finger, I cast my eyes down wondering what it
meant and it dawn on me, “Two become one.”
I lift my eyes to see if the person was still there, I intend to run forward but he was gone. I turned to the
back of the paper and found these words:
And
(I) beheld among the simple ones, I discerned among the youths, a young man
void of understanding, Passing through the street near her corner; and he went
the way to her house... And, behold, there met him a woman with the attire of an harlot, and subtil of heart... So she caught him, and kissed him, and with an impudent
face… He goeth after her straightway, as an ox goeth to the slaughter, or as a
fool to the correction of the stocks; Till a dart strike through his liver; as
a bird hasteth to the snare, and knoweth not that it is for his life. Let not
thine heart decline to her ways, go not astray in her paths. For she hath cast
down many wounded: yea, many strong men have been slain by her. Her house is
the way to hell, going down to the chambers of death.
Proverbs 7:7-27
Proverbs 7:7-27
I placed the paper back into its place, place the the file bag underneath my armpit, fully aware what this meant, how I have been intercepted by the divine God and how my marriage meant so much to Him, "Thank you God" I said. I
headed home pondering how possible it is to live a dream in reality and wondering how I would explain this to
anyone.
THE END
Lets fight for our marriage because that is what heroes do. It is not about who went wrong but who is willing to make the wrong right. Please write me if you are in need of someone to talk to.
Kindly take time to share with friends going through the storm in their marriage. Thanks
Paul Aremooluwa
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